Wow. I am still in complete and utter shock that I left STAR-beans alone for 3 freakin' months. Wow.

First, I apologize. I know lately I have gotten into the habit of updating at the end of a month and then not updating later on at all. At the last week of Feb, I was like 'must not blog, must not blog' because if I did I would just be following up on the habit. I wanted to start fresh, in the beginning of March. I still can't believe it is already March...time goes way too fast.

So, I have been superbusy. Me and Bailey snagged scorekeeping jobs at our school, so atleast 3 nights a week I was busy doing that. Tiring, yes. Completly horrible, no. I mean, it IS a job , its hard at times but we do get paid. And, of course, what girl wouldn't want to be paid to watch hot basketball players run up and down in front of you ;)? Last night was the last varsity(grade 11&12's) season game. We weren't scorekeeping, so we thought a bunch of us would go watch the game. It was awesome/fun/crazy/BLAH! I think our school has amazing school spirt...so many people came! And we cheered for everything, unlike the Nelson Mac(the school we were playing)fans who just clapped and stuff when they got a basket. Hah, we had the coolest signs. Me, Bailey, Amanda, and Ashton all had a different letter- W, P, C, ! (Windsor Park Collegiate) and then when you flipped them over- WE WILL ROCK YOU. I <3 them. We won, of course, with a 20-some lead. And you know what is just SO FREAKING AWESOME? WE ARE RANKED 2ND IN MANITOBA! GAHGAHGAH! Go, GO ROYALS! GO GO GO ROYALS! WHOOO!!!! Hah, at one point all the WPC fans started singing for the Nelson Mac kids to go home. Ah, love my school. Anyways, good luck to the WPC Varsity Royals at the provincals and I hope you bring back FIRST PLACE!

High school Musical. Um, I guess I was slightly misinformed, as fans/spectators DO dance and sing backround. YAY! Better than nothing! The dancing practices are so fun, I have another one on monday, and then a three-hour workout on friday! I'm excited for that. The show is going on April, yikes! Just around the corner!

WPC grade nine music students are going to camp in 9 DAYS! I can't wait for that. It is the same camp as last year, Camp Cederwood, and its great there. Except the rules are alot looser this year, so yeah. 9 DAYS!

I'll update again later next week on some more things going on. This was basicly just to tell you awesome, awesome people that I am STILL ALIVE and breathing. OH! One more thing, started on a new layout. Yay! It has a NAVIBAR! And, when the new layout comes up the avatars section is going down Why? Well, because I have a snazzy new Icon journal to post them at instead ;)

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| ///-Rerapped wrote in on 03 Mar. 2007 at 3:32pm-///

Honestly, I don't want to talk about it. I did, but now the thought of everything that has happened in the past few weeks makes me sick to my stomache with anger and sadness and confused-ness and, hate too. I can't help it. WHY MUST RELATIONSHIPS GET HARDER WHEN YOU AGE!

Ok, maybe I want to talk about it. Maybe I NEED an outsiders opinion, considering that I only have about 2 people I can talk to anymore. I don't know, I need more time. Maybe the next entry. But god, I feel like shit . Its like, one event brings upon a bunch of other problems and then you realized, thats how its gonna be. And, embarrased too. That I actually fell for it all. I did. I totally believed. I'm the type that always wears their heart on their sleeve and trusts everyone; I don't think I'm going to be like that anymore. I hate that no one really understands whats going on, like, at school I actually started sobbing in the hallway. Mrs.Wagner, I love you. If you hadn't found me and taken me to your classroom, not only would I have been know as the girl crying in the hallway but also...I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.

Camp...I was just kinda left, you know? Not by people, just...bored. Like, everyone else wanted to play broomball, so there was never anything to do. Which left me alone with my mind, and I couldn't keep it off anything else but everything thats exploding in my face. I mean, I had a bit of fun. But really, I felt like crap the whole time. Crap.

I wish I didn't trust so easily. Honestly, anyone how reads this that knows whats going on will be like 'Oh, I know what Tripti is talking about. But...wait, what?' Only Bailey knows every little bit of everything going on. Best friend I ever had, man. She totally bought me a friendship braclette, randomly came to my house, and when she said she 'had a present for me' and I acted like the biggest bitch ever she still gave it to me.

I'm done fucking around. I'M DONE. Its all or nothing baby, all or nothing.

Wow. Ok, I feel a bit better now. Don't worry y'all, I haven't gone completly emo! Right now I'm really just trying to concentrate on the important things, like my real friends, my family, shopping, school, shopping, HARRY POTTER, and much, much more.

I have lately been pining. Pining, Pining...for the SUMMER! BLAH, I am SICK of the snow! I wanna wear cute summer clothes and cute summer heels again! In spirit of my...pining, I have been looking for summer-ly things to buy while shopping. People, in the past week I have bought 3 handbags. Is that NORMAL?!?! I also got NEW WEDGES FOR THE SUMMER and a cute babydoll-ish top. FROM WINNERS. YOU SHOULD GO. Totally one of my fav stores. And, its helps that their is a Wearhouse One-the Jeans store across the road. And then a shopping mall (kp) right by it aswell. xD

Update on the layout-came out complety diff than what I planned. COMPLETLY. I like it still...but it reminds me of mud. Blah. Oh, and anyone have a LJ? Add meee :):) http://rerapped.livejournal.com

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| ///-Rerapped wrote in on 27 Mar. 2007 at 5:37pm-///